Imsorry.

Im sorry. i really didnt meant to leave you alone. i thought novita was with you, and since i thought we always talk in class, then you want to do some catching up with her, or talk to her, so i left your alone. i guess you think that i wasnt as close as you before, because i thought that since you wanted to talk to c and y more, so i didnt really want to interfere. but im sorry.i didnt know that affect you. for once, i thought that something had happened to us. but after that, i knew it's probably we have been seeing each other everyday, and thus, you wanted to catch up with the rest. maybe i appear to be not as like before, but i tried to. i did tried to reflect myself, and ask what had i not done properly that something seems to be happening in our relationship. but i thought maybe you hadnt got used without having them around, so i left you alone sometimes with them. but i just wanted to keep our friendship going. i know there are times where friendship might be rocky, but im really trying to salvage and keep it going. you are really my bestfriend, really. i really treat you as one. maybe, somehow this year, i felt maybe something's gonna happened. so i thought maybe i shouldnt interfere much, but i just wanted to keep it going. im afraid that if i cared too much over certain things, something will havent. or maybe now, i not protected of it enough. im really sorry. i swear upon my heart, that i really thought you wanted more space, so i left your alone to do your talking. that's why i join you during pe, cos i really just want to go with you whenever they are not there. i really dont know how to put it in words, but even if things are changing, your title as a bestf still remain in my heart. it never change, really.